Verse 1
I take it home
I take ....
Don't think about it, just take it from my rule, it's done
I am sick about it
I feel like I am surviving alone
I got a record and I am not afraid of cops at all
I am like a Ja-Rule poster, cuz I am off the wall
Yo, basically the revolution is here
K'Naan and Mwafrika, there's no solution and fair
Yeap, I'm taking it back like clothes that don't fit
That you purchased in a happy-make-home and old shit
I'm so sick my rhyme book throws a fit
I need a vaccination just so I can spit my own shit
Hard to be, when I release these rhymes

Yiiiiaaaoowww!
*breathing*

So -
In the beginning there was hum from a poet whose pulse fell
Drum drum drum!
He would perform prayers and all till one day he heard a voice call
Come come come!
Suspicious he moved with vicious caution
Dismisses, he thinks it's a little off
People get held back by the voice inside them

Yo -
The voice said I'm poised to speak inside you
Rejoice and please let me invite you
To evil, greed and lies too

Yeah -
Confusing day

Verse 1
So good things come to those who wait
Sure
I've waited about - pop, pop, pop, pop
That's four cousins shot!
I got grudges, let's discuss this
My music needs no touch ups
I got a long record of fuck ups, trust me
You don't know a past as weird as mine
Or a life as hard as mine
I had to hustle, chop, sell drugs, grind
Whatever you want to call it is fine, but just listen
And don't prejudge
I don't want anyone dissmissing me as another thug or some shit like that
No sir, if I fall I will get right back
I got circumstances, but let me stop dancing around the

Verse 1
It's like writing to the dead
Dear people, i dont know if youll hear my last plea
But somebody needs to be concerned about me
It's like im standing on the edge of a high tower by kanie
Y'all are rootin me to jump, nobody stopping me
It's like a drug filled rock n roll documentary
Just wait till the world knows what's inside of me
Cuz you'll be sorry when im gone
and I'll be gone so very soon
f the pressure on my diaphragm keeps resisting
If the feds keep my brothers stomping up and down prisons
If you cant understand my offerings and deep mission
No label

Eh yo, welcome to my world, please listen
Hey!

Chorus
Poison in my veins, inside I'm torturing my brains
And still I try, ai ai ai
Voices in my head, am I alive or am I dead
Alone I cry, ai ai ai

Verse 1
Consider, configure the shit that I'm in
And the pain, I'm literally going insane
I'm frightened, my heart and my head and I've been fighting
I'm certain, it's hurting the rest of my body
Them voices are loud as Manhattan come from chatting
They say, Anderson let us
And they know you better than all these
Replicates screaming they represent

Verse 1
When you here in the water and you feel like its order
Releasing your tension the stress and disorder Is big in America
Stephanie, Erica, both of them suffer from livin in hari cuz
Livin is very competitive
Hassling creditors, hazardous accidents
Driving with negligence
Too many beverages, people got to many things on they letters
Says Tv's deadliest, professing the ugliest
War, war, war, war
What the hell you keep on killing me for
Please won't you come and bend down low
Let me tell you what little I know
And if its worth something
Spread it indeed like

Verse 1
I put a pen to the paper
This time as visual as possible
Guns blast at the hospital
The walls are whitewashed with tin roof tops to show love
You lick two shots, it's dangerous man
Journalists hire gunmen that's violent with me,
Kids trust no one cuz fire burn them
Refugees die in boats headed for peace
Is anyone scared of death here?

(talking)
1,2
1,2

Chorus
I was stabbed by Satan on the day that i was born
I was promised loving, but instead I was torn,
La la la, la la la, my heart bled fear
La la la, la la la, my eyes shed tears

Verse 1
A poor black ghetto child
He can’t shoot and he can't go run them out
There’s no school and the kids go runnin wild
The police and the court wanna run them out
He’s so cold, and the po po hate em all
He ain't seen his daddy since back in ‘84
But oh well so it be, now he's in jail
His mothers stressin just to get him out